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Nov. 2nd, 2010 06:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So, Nano is going well, except I feel like an unfaithful witch.
I promised Shield City that I would do it. Swore up and down on various graves that may or may not have been related to me.
And I HAVE been writing Shield City. Daevis have 1000 new words about his personal pain about his relationship with his mother. That is my Nano, and still slightly behind, but let's be honest, I can make up 600+ words another day easily if the inspiration strikes.
But the thing is, I also wrote 4000 words for Freak Camp.
It's clear who Mom likes best. And it just makes me ashamed.
I STILL DON'T HAVE ANY LUGGAGE, DAMNIT. I really want the rest of my clothes. Really dearly want my blankets and things as well. And soap. And wash clothes and things. I want them. But they have not yet arrived. Drattit.
I promised Shield City that I would do it. Swore up and down on various graves that may or may not have been related to me.
And I HAVE been writing Shield City. Daevis have 1000 new words about his personal pain about his relationship with his mother. That is my Nano, and still slightly behind, but let's be honest, I can make up 600+ words another day easily if the inspiration strikes.
But the thing is, I also wrote 4000 words for Freak Camp.
It's clear who Mom likes best. And it just makes me ashamed.
I STILL DON'T HAVE ANY LUGGAGE, DAMNIT. I really want the rest of my clothes. Really dearly want my blankets and things as well. And soap. And wash clothes and things. I want them. But they have not yet arrived. Drattit.
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Date: 2010-11-02 06:25 pm (UTC)I'm afraid I'm not going to be encouraging you for your official NaNo at all this month. Quite the opposite. Hem.
Alas, haven't started writing anything solid yet, just brainstorming/meditating on what happens after what you wrote last night. The more I think about it, the more impossible it seems for the Rules Convo to take place the very next morning. Dean needs to sort himself out first (most importantly, resolve not to get angry over Sam showing fear). And also Sam's in no place yet to be as accepting as we have him at the end of that scene.
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Date: 2010-11-02 09:25 pm (UTC)And, alas, i have not written anything yet today. Getting up late, getting my phone, walking to my hostel to NOT get my baggage, all of this took more time than expected. And shopping. NEVER AGAIN may I buy that much crap. Never again.
And I must write something of SC. Don't know what yet. Maybe I should let DeVas torture some people. That would be nice. Or just ramble. Maybe when I have the backstory nailed down, then I can get to the characters (a little voice inside my head is mouthing "No, no, won't work." I wish it would shut up and be more encouraging.